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Had a meeting and it was a meeting to clear the air and because I’ve been receiving certain emails that sounds “very” encouraging…

They wanted me to open up and let me say what I feel about the on-goings off the company and what not so I did…

Then, I commented of course about my salary and also the remuneration package that I’ve been getting which I don’t think it is attractive enough.

So I said sternly that I’ve not gotten my promotion confirmation. Yes, every promotion comes with a confirmation and my promotion probation ended June 2009. Nah-ah… I’ve not got any reply or news since then.

Then I brought it up and ask “what’s gonna happen to it? Am I gonna get my increment or not? Will there be any adjustments?”

He replied saying “I’ve not even got my increment as well…”

I seriously wanted to laugh… Come on, you are the boss u are not my manager. You don’t get increment, but u get to keep the profits.

Oh wells talk about profit and the reason?

Because 2009 was a bad year…

Yeah! Bad year… and we had 30% in sales increment compared to 2008 and we have more work than 2008.

Bad year yeah…

I don’t think we are throwing the rotten egg away at all…

Pfft! In Patrick Teoh’s words…

NIAMAH!….

Oh, what if my boss is reading my blog?

Summary is, you are care for your pocket, we care for ours too.

Been busy with The Office’s budget for 2010 and many other crazy things.

One of it being Project Capricorn and also meeting up friends whom I’ve not met for a very long time…

Another thing that I did this past week was to look into updating my resume. It has been a while since I last updated my resume. Why? 6 months yo! 6 months!

I’ve never even been for a proper interview. This job is my first job and the interview? It was so impromptu right at along the college corridor. Haha.

Just came back from dinner with moi mates from Taylor’s College back then, except one.

Three happy couples they are while I’m the only single one there.

To my left, SM and KK. I think they should get married already! Which I think they are planning already.

To my front, PT and MW. Both of them also. Time to tie the knot. Nads kept on asking MW when they both gonna get married and MW replied “Stop asking me this question already lah!”. Hahah… so funny.

To my right, Nads and Nigel. Well, maybe you both will get married first! But, hey… I’m happy to see both of you and you are much happier now as I can see.

Me? I will send my invitation card soon! T_T

Swaying away, a friend over the weekend made a comment saying that guys who says they would want to look into their career now first rather than relationship should rethink. Something she said along the line of,

“If you can’t even take multiple responsibilities between a career and a relationship, what makes you think that you can juggle them both when you find the love of your life?“

It took a hit on me as it was exactly my intention and I last said it over last Christmas that I’m looking into a career now more than a relationship.

Guess I was just running away from the truth, as we all do. I’ve always wanted a relationship, well I’m not the kind of desperate for one but a relationship to share my life with someone whom I would love.

Maybe I didn’t take my chances or rather was not brave enough to get into one these past year. Maybe it’s just me or as many people would put it, “face problem”. Hahahaha. AND I don’t think the later is correct cause I hensem wat. :p (OMG, muka tebal gila tebal teramat tebal) T_T

Why am I talking about relationship here now? Ish… not the real purpose of this post.

So, anyways… I was saying… it has been a while since I last updated.

Been catching up with buddies and friends whom I’ve not met for some time now and it was good. I guess, I will still update regularly and I’ve got so many posts to write from events I’ve been recently invited and attended.

Chinese New Year is around the corner yet again, and plans has been made to meet up with Primary Mates. Whoa! It has been really a while since I last planned a gathering. Feels… a lot more refreshing planning things out.

I’m gonna head home now and crash… so you my friends, keep on coming for more as I’ve been outta my busy week mode. Will update more often!

No more thoughts about it and this time it will be final…

I’m taking the 6 months time line seriously and it will definitely happen…

If I’m gonna exhaust myself, it better be for myself…

I called a day’s off today as I was feeling really tired. The kind that you get up already but still want to sleep and no matter how much thoughts are running in your head that you have a lot of work to do, you just don’t get up. Yeah, I get that this morning.

I think maybe I was so burned out lah…

Then, the thought of if I go for Doctor and I have to MC and then I have to claim. The question of should I claim or should I not comes to bug me. Why? Because The Office cap the medical claims at RM 250 per year.

Who caps medical claims anyways? So contradicting with the Malaysian employment law…

Then, there is… who’s gonna do the unfinished business at The Office?

The answer is myself. Hence, that’s where I am right now. At The Office.

Sad? You tell me…

I’m definitely better off running myself and hence, Project Capricorn!

I can’t do this anymore, I will die young, definitely.

1st July 2010 will be a new beginning.

BRING IT OUT ALREADY!!!

THIS IS KILLING ME SOFTLY, SO TO SAY…

I will definitely go bonkers anytime soon…

I feel like I’ve just fast forward 365 days in 1 day. Like literally.

Now, my brain juice has been used up. Sorry I can’t think of anything to blog about but this instance of what has just been accomplished.

I need to re-charge the brain and also the tummy for now.

I wonder, with this kind of hours I’m putting up, why am I not in the advertising industry eh? No wait. I have the hours, but not the ’skills’. Ah I get it.

Ignore me, my brain just can’t process anything already…

Good night peoples…

Certainly not easy too to work for a MNC company…

The both have their pros and cons…

Seriously… I don’t know lah…

One, wants to impress the bosses….

While the other, wants to grab everything but not follow through…

In the end, all the shit will come to me…

I’m just stuck in between all these shits…

I’m getting myself busy again with lots and lots of things on hand which it scares me sometimes.

I’m pushing everything by the end of 2009 as I want to start 2010 with a bang.

I want to start the year of 2010 with a new plan with things I really want to do. I can’t just procrastinate and do nothing about my life anymore.

I’m turning 25 real soon and it is no joke that I’m nowhere near where I want myself to be. Come on! I want to be somebody. Holding on true to my YapThomas’ Four Pillars of Success.

Day by day, my ambition of being hitting millionaire by 30 is coming near.

Middle this year I did a review and it doesn’t help to notice that nothing much has been done with the whole getting the priorities right on track.

Looks like my week ahead is gonna be a real busy one. The Office is gearing towards 2010 and preparation are being made to make sure we sail through 2009-2010 smoothly.

My life? It has became uncertain yet again. Things which I was real certain about came in a form of a big shattering moments which I feared in my dream. I dare not look forward to anything but hope for the best that I know is yet to come. Because, with great hopes there are bound to be great disappointments. I can’t handle or take it anymore.

But, I will not go and hide and close myself out from everything just like before. It will definitely not happen because, Hey… we all have our lessons to be learnt. We just need to grow accustom to our environment and keep on upgrading ourselves.

Heh… thanks for making this far reading my random rants, yet again.

“It has been a great year”, I hope I’m not saying this too early…

I can feel how this person feels right now. Cheated for a few thousand ringgit plus risking of being screwed big time for screwing up the company’s trip.

I can only help as much, but then again… being cheated is so not fun!

If I ever meet that person who cheated me, I will definitely give him a piece of my mind. This person will be in my remembered list for life!

Enough of rants… I’ve got loads of work to do.

Till then… I’ve got a world to save. Oh yeah! I’m a “lifesaver”!