Rants

Pick up your phone, or your diary, or maybe you have phonebook…
Like start scrolling over the names and start pondering…

Can each of them be trusted? Like i mean, whenever you need help
or whenever you’ve helped them, will they pay you back the same
favor back to you again?

I have so many friends whom I’m close with. Closer than I am to my family
I would say. But then again.. history proven that only a certain hand-full
of them can be trusted and can be hoped for help.

There are many events I’ve gone through in my life until this stage today
that I’ve seen friends whom I can trust. Friends who will be there for me
whenever I needed. These friends will never give reasons when I asked
for helped nor any kind of stories but tried to helped me solve problem,
even when they can’t personally help me. They are my true brother and
sisters in my life. I’m indebted to them.

They know how much and how far I would go to help a friend or anyone
whom I know. I will never think about myself first, but about the other
person. But this have to change from now on, why? because I find, there
is no one who will appreciate it in the end of the day.

Being in that attitude, I’ve being used for many reason. Being humble and
helpful is good in a way, but sometimes we need to not to be straight.
I’ve encounter friends who will take you for granted, being you are young
and being that you do not know alot of things. Some will play you around..

I’ve seen all that, and I’ve learned alot from my experience.

So how many friends can you trust? For me? Not many. Only a hand-full
brothers and sisters I have whom I can trust. HECK! Even my own blood
brothers can’t help me much..!! hah! talk about families..

I’ve mentioned about my family and I guess, once is enough… so.. yeah..

I am putting up this blog with super anger…