Many things in life, we all need to put in the effort to grab it all.

We want so many things, but most of the time, we want it to be achieved easily.

Often at times, I will be disappointed with the result of my own decision. Given that I’ve put in effort.

Few times, before I even put in the effort, I was disappointed.

Once, I put in so much effort, it was beyond disappointment.

Now that I want to put in effort, it feels that there wasn’t any heed to my effort.

Then, when I stop putting effort, they all say I am cold and I am being ignorant, being called names and many other things beyond anyone’s imagination.

Such are the beauties of life that we human have to endure.

These feelings are just… so bleh.

Tell me… is there any real solution at all? None I suppose.