I guess, it has came to point that I would just want to recapitulate this one chapter of my life of recent happenings which probably some are unsure and some knows very well of it.

This shall be the epilogue to my previous similar post which is “10 to 3“.

In this Love & Relationship department, I am a person who enjoys companionate love more than a passionate love. Companionate love is more on affection, appreciation and companionship while passionate love is all exciting and intense.

You know in these whole love and relationship scenario they all call it “The Love Game“. So I thought I was doing my best (some disagree), well most of the time and all I wanna do is to get the best out of love. Then again, always the case is that I chooses the path that brings me pain because “stubborn” is my middle name. Probably also because I thought it was a piece of cake.

So, summary of the recent happening?

We both have separate need and wants and let’s just say in a very simple sentence that, we are not meant for each other. Maybe I wasn’t good enough that it all ended between us. Then, now the sentence I once said came true (click to read). Hence, I still will not have a Valentine’s Story to tell after all. Haha

I wanted a good ending, but then it came to a point that sometimes, I don’t even know what is going on. A simple conversation of two normal person can’t even be constructed. Probably, the issue is me all the while. I don’t know, maybe it was a good ending?

I was told “How nice if I can delete those memories… and don’t care anymore”. I ain’t that kind of person and I don’t understand how can other people do it, I just can’t. Probably because I am too nice of a person? I was asked also if hate would come in play, I said no. It is just not me.

At least I know that I did tried my best to make things work, cause it will be a biggest failure if I didn’t. Probably, what people say that sometimes, they are just not yours are just true.

I somehow like to put a relationship as equal to a song which comes in music and lyrics like how other people would equate their love in movies ;) . If there is a song I would relate to, it would be none other than Justin Bieber – Eenie Meenie. I know right, of all artist, but then, it sound quite the appropriate right now.

After all, now all I can do is wish you a great companion to the other.

Hopefully in the near future, when I find The One, I can start planning a 248K wedding and start issuing wedding summons already.

PS: So many links and they are all under Love & Relationship category. Haha