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Heaven Under Mother’s Feet

Being a son is not easy… worst, you are the youngest.
Yeah, many people say that when you are the youngest, you get spoiled and you get
most of the things from your parents and the list goes on.

I couldn’t deny the above thought I was not spoiled as much as I wanted to…
It takes a lot of ‘resources’ to spoil a child and my parents don’t possess that much
‘resources’. Even though if they had, it was pretty much used up without a return
on investment.

Every week since I moved out and when I come back, my mom will ensure there is
dinner left over for me on the table. Sometimes, I felt bad that I just ignore the food
which was put aside just for me while I go for mamak and have dinner with my friends
instead. Yeah, what a bad son I am.

Relationship were never good or to the extend lovey dovey with mom.
I started mending that error few months ago and forget the past while, what is past
is past and mom is not here forever, right?
Everytime mom called, we talked, well not for long as that was the usual how are
you kinda questions and after putting down the phone I sometimes let a small cry
feeling guilty…

I reached home today, helped Kayzar with his new license.

She pulled me aside and informed me a few things that I will always tell her off not
to think about it and don’t give a damn what is going on. But, this time I listen and
just lend my ears and take it whole heartedly. It felt as good as I have liften away
her burden from her but I couldn’t help but to feel guilty…

It has been a hard task for me to mend, forgive and be a good son…

Like the famous saying goes,

“Syurga Di Bawah Telapak Kaki Ibu” (Heaven Under Mother’s Feet)

So…

Ma! I LOVE YOU…